Backward and forward with thoughts like an amusement ride

Try to keep my feelings inside, but it's hard to hide

Yarning for something better

I'm going to write future me a letter

Seize every opportunity, and when things get hard, keep your head up.

I feel like I'm at war with myself.

There's nothing you can say or do that'll help

I'm lost in my mind

Categorizing my thought

It's a battle I never fought before

I take a deep breath before I open the door

Outside looking sunny

Inside there's a storm, and when it rains, its pours

I get plenty of affection, but I still need more of something

I'm an open book, no fronting

I'm going to be strong

I'm going to keep my goals on top and keep moving along

My subconscious talks to me through my dream

Giving me answers to my problems

I write it all down

So later, I can gracefully perfect who I am

I hope I don't let you down

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